have really specific views that are really vague and
basically I believe in a universal consciousness which is ‘God’ which we are all a part of before life and after life and during life we tend to forget and the loneliness of being a separate consciousness feels so unnatural that’s why we live for those moments when everything feels whole and you can feel another’s soul glowing right next to yours
I went to various really crazy extremes on this idea not too long ago
and had this irresistible longing to walk into the ocean and let the water in my body join the great body of water
I am the chocolate jesus
♛ Have you ever been bullied?
Um not that I can remember! I mean, I know I have but I don’t really hang on to that kind of stuff. I remember being a kid and being mistaken for a boy and being REALLY PROUD. I’ve always been really arrogant to the point that insults hardly ever manage to scratch my ego.
❄ What calms you down when you’re upset?
Tea, or knitting, or occasionally punching myself in the face. Surprising how well the third one works, the pain really takes your mind off panic attacks.